life is beautiful if we know how to make it look so great. i always hope that i can found it in my self. i am so lost in my own world. the world that i create my self is complicated to living in event i have to face the truth that i cannot make any commitment for that. when someone is counting on you to do the best it just like a burden that put on a shoulder. event i tried so hard to make it great but in the end i cannot make anything so in good way. i am realize how tough life could be event ii know what i really need to defend what i really am. it doesn't count on how hard life can be and changed that to the rest. i just need sometime to think it back where i can found my own life, that is what i want and i will make it right.